Don't understand

2011 le.. suppose to have new year resolution and all but I'm pondering on this questions.. I look thru my contact list, facebook and even friendster and realise I've got lots of "friends." hmmx.. but who are those that I am still contacting and how many of them? How about how many still contact me? Are they still consider as a friend? Maybe they are but a hi-bye friend.

Thinking about it, here's another one. I call u bro, u call me bro but how many bro i treat as bro or how many bro treat me as a bro? So many questions that i brought from 2010 to 2011.. I used to think that calling someone "bro", I treat them as best-est friends that I will die for, live for and sacrifice for. We enjoy together and suffer together, helping one another when needed and sharing joy when one is happy. But now, "bro" is jus another way to say hi, hello, hey or should I say "acting close to someone"?

I dislike this acting of closeness but I like this if it is a true closeness, because you know you got a group of brother who truely u can rely on when u need them. However, I don't know how many of them are true. 1 thing I know, as a bro, 1 should not hide something or lie to another, because we should trust each other. The trust and bro is broken the minute when someone lie. It means that someone is jus not trustworthy. Why shoud one lie to another when they are bro? U mean u don't trust him? And if u don't trust him, then why acknowledge him as bro? LAME? Just some random thoughts and questions.

Anyway, anyone who are reading this, if u wanna ask if I'm alright or why I emo-ing, 1st ask yourself this questions, why do u wanna ask if I'm alright? Concern? Care? or jus ask for the sake of askin because u think u are my bro???